
This week has been a roller coaster trying to find our new normal. Chris started his final year of law school and is really missing all of this friends that left this year. I was grateful he didn't start school until Tuesday so we had all day Sunday and Monday home with the 2 boys trying to get back into a routine. Nate was at my parents house Thursday til Saturday night and when he cam home it was like my eyes were opened- this kid is not a baby any more- nothing about him. His hands are so big, his facial features, everything is grown up! I always saw him as a baby before, my baby. But now that I truly have a baby he seems HUGE!
Yesterday I was changing Andrew's diaper on the ottoman of our rocking chair (like always) and Nate climbed up and laid down next to him (pictured above). They stared at each other for the longest time. Then Nate started to shake his hand and touch his face. It is really sweet to watch him get to know his "baby brother" as he always refers to him.

I was afraid this baby would change my relationship with Nate, but if anything it has made me appreciate who he is more. A couple of things that I love about Nate this week:
-He calls me "sweetie" as in "here ya go, sweetie" because I always call him that. It just sounds adorable coming from a 2 year old
- He is so
funny! Last night Chris told Nate he should drink his milk because it would make him grow bigger. He looked at Chris, took a drink of his milk, and then exclaimed, "I'm big now"
- Last night Chris told him, "I am going to teach you how to pray" and he told Nate the 4 parts of a prayer. Nate listened carefully and the afterwards said, "Now teach me how to drive!" If you know my son at all, you can
appreciate how serious he was! 2 going on 16!
Every day he does something or says something that makes me smile and love him even more. p.s. Nate is in
jammies.... I don't usually let him out of the house in that special
polyester number:)