I know I am lucky

Guys, thank you for your concerned calls, emails, stopping me in the hall at school.

I am alright.

I am more than alright.

I know that I have a great life.

I know that Chris has a great job during a tough economy when many are jobless.

He gets paid enough that we do extra things like save and attack the beast that is student loans.

We still get to see him.

He isn't traveling.

He's alive and healthy.

I know how incredibly blessed we are.

But

Knowing all that doesn't make it suck any less.